it's a snow day so im hoping i don't have to go to school 2morrow patirally b/c i have chorus spring musical audtions and haven't practiced , and that i've pladged to hate the 1 boy that i love with all the heartspace i can give i think i drove him away b/c i kept telling him i hated him. i did all this when the fact of the matter is that i hate people when i love them the most.